So I have one question for you guys... Why is it we feel like we need to hide the darkness? What I mean is, why do people feel like they have to hide the not so great and sad darkness and the hardship, in themselves. It's like it's not allowed to say you feel like absolute shit. Or feel like everything is burning. You always have to pretend everything is picture perfect - especially on social media and I'm really tired of that! A) Because no one is perfect and I see straight through that bullsh*t. B) Why should we lie and say 'oh everything is great' despite it being the oposite. I just don't get it! Doing what I do, like blogging, I too have felt this. I felt like I needed to, not only post the good and positive things. I had to show how perfect my life was. But it's not and it would be a lie to say otherwise. That's why a lot of the times, I'm not that impressed by people, when they picture how their life is perfect and they have no bad at all. Everything is all smiles. That's not how life is... I might be this smiley and bubbly person (except with my resting b*tchface. I look mad as hell!), I still have days, where I find things to be difficult and hard to get through. That's why I want to show you, how life really is! Sometimes it's a bit sh*t, other times it's magical and fun. If you spend it with people you love and makes you laugh, because they don't want to control you and tell you how you should act. They just let you be the weirdo you are and loves you for it. Ugh that's just the best! So dear readers on this blog, you are going to read about the good days, but also the bad days. Like today. I cried because I felt sad. I've managed to tidy up my bedroom, which it seriously needed. It's still needs a good hoovering. I baked a cake. I have done a lot of things today. But my energy levels are dropping and I can feel myself starting to get sick. My body is telling me to rest and I should really listen to my body. So while the cake is resting and cooling of, I'm going to do a quick hoovering. Then I'm going to spend the rest of the day, getting my body what it needs right now: REST! Don't let other people tell you, who you are or should be. It's okay to feel the darkness in you. But instead of fighting it - make peace with it!
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May 2024
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